close your eyes and open your heart

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I feel better with my eyes closed, knowing nothing's left to fear,
I feel better with my eyes closed, knowing no troubles are near.

I feel better with my eyes closed, cuz I have answers in my head,
I feel better with my eyes closed, having no blood left to be bled.

I feel better with my eyes closed, knowing that the end is close,
I feel better with my eyes closed, knowing I can't stand another dose.

Although some things are meant for me to keep my eyes open wide,
The doses of my memories leave me abandoned with no pride.

So here I lay silently, body not quite posed,
Thinking of all the things that keep my eyes tightly closed.
~Alex